i don't give a damn~ :D

today is a happy + sad day! :"D
long time no see you lil bloggie.. LMAO
what can i do? it's not like i ignored you intentionally..
it's just...... i'm busy? LOL yeah right..

today was not a great day for me in school..
yeah.. my school life sucks.. i bet yours not..
like what people said.. school is the best moment of life?
HAHAHA yeah right.. shit happens okay.. not everybody faced the same fortune as you did.. =__=
i got bashed by some of my friends because of badmouthing thingy..
gosh.. you're in a rude awakening girl..
you're nobody.. i don't even know your last name..
it's just a waste of my precious saliva..

but it's all over the moment i reached home..
my sweetheart is waiting for me! (my bed~)
it's always been great to spend time at home..
with my comfy bed and twitter!
ahhhh~ this is life! :D

i complained bout my shitty life to my most beloved korean friend, sua sshi! kkk
she's beautiful and cute and wonderful and EVERYTHING!
she's always been the one who cheer me up recently..
she's an ANGEL.. :')
she asked me to ignored those people.. they're just bunch of fools..
she even said that i just need to remember her, my bestie and my 'ehem2'! kkkk
shut up.. i won't tell you who's that lucky guy.. ;)
but it's seriously a great day for me..
we talked a lot.. laughing like a maniac here in front of lappy..
i don't give a damn yaww~
it's the real me.. deal with it.. ;)

to my non-existent readers..
that's all i wanna say..
need to prepare something for a lovey dovey guy..
my oh my oh my oh my booooooo~ XD
so yeahh.. bubyeeeeee~
see ya next time? i don't know when it'll be.. LMAO

ppyong ppyong! :3

life.

hi bloggie..
how are you? hope you doing fine..
don't be like your owner.. *sigh*

okay.. referring to the title..
L.I.F.E......
do you know what it means?
to be honest, me myself didn't know how to explain..
but i know for sure.. it's unfair, kinda happy and painful..
well, i think it's only for me..
to others, enjoy your life and learn how to appreciate it.. :)

ya Allah.. please hear me..
i know i'm wrong.. i only look for you in my hardness time..
it's my biggest fault in life..
i didn't realized.. every happiness that i've been through.. it's all because of YOU..
all my life.. since i was just a kid, i never had a wonderful life..
in family aspects, economy, and not to mention, relationships..
it's okay.. i know there's hikmah behind it..
but i wonder why.. until now.. i still 'tidak sedar'..
i rarely think about You.. i'm being selfish..
i forgot Your existence..
ya Allah.. please give me chance..
give me hidayah.. i badly need it..
lead me to a better way..
forgive all my sins..
insyaAllah.. i will learn to be a better person..
i need Your lead ya Allah..

the reason i don't feel better now is the same old things..
who knew me, they will surely can catch what i'm trying to say..
ya Allah.. seriously.. i need someone to lean on now..
not just someone.. it's THAT someone..
i need him.. i had a feeling, only him can understand me..
why are you so far away? i'm in this kind of situation, seriously i need you..
how i wish this year will end much faster..
if needed, i will run away from here.. i won't continue this pre-u test..
i can't focus! dammit..
it'll be good if you're here.. to encourage me.. T^T
i guess i'll have to wait a lil more time.. *sigh*

that's all for today..
i'm moody..