Oh Good.

Hello there. Good morning!
Today is such a lovely day. Perfect weather is a mood booster. ^_^
오늘 날씨 너무 좋아서 기분최고다! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Done chores early in the morning.
I've been doing this for a week. Hihi
They're quite satisfied with the new me. /lol/

Watched a movie in Diva Universal channel.
The title is "You May Not Kiss The Bride". /lol/
It's about a guy who owed the girl's father but he repay him by marrying his daughter.
They're foreigners so the girl didn't have a green card (those who stays in America need that for citizenship).
So, the marriage is most likely a contract marriage.
Each of them have their own boyfriend/girlfriend.
They went to Nuku Hiva Island for honeymoon. I swear it's breath-taking beautiful.
They eventually developed feelings for each other.
But obstacles were on the way. Apparently, the girl's boyfriend are using her for money.
He hired some guys to kidnapped her during their honeymoon and made it look like it was her husband's work.
Just then he realized that he loves her and he tried to rescue her.
Many things happened but I'm too tired to write it all. /lol/
In the end, they live happily ever after.

I really wanna go here. Nuku Hiva Island.

So, that's all for today.

I think I need a nap. Kinda tired now.

안녕~

Feeling much better.

Hi there.
So, it's past 12AM and I'm still awake. /lol/

I was chatting with Pjot and Zai, my two beautiful and lovely lil sisters.
They listened to my problems even though Pjot is sick. Poor baby girl.
I cried while talking to them. It feels so much better after letting it all out.
It's usually hard to express my real feelings toward people.
And if I do, it means I'm comfortable with that person.
That's why I love these two. I'm gonna cherish them forever. :')

We were talking about family matters, peers, our feelings, etc.
As usual, family matters always stressing me out.
I don't know when it will end. /sighs/
Same goes with peers problem.
I just don't know how to ignore them so that I won't be effected this much.
I'm such a gullible and weak girl.
Be strong Shasha! >_<
About my feelings, I just hope that Chunji will find someone that he will love till the very end so that I can move on. It'll hurt more than I thought but I'll bare with it. :)
These are only like 5% of what we talked about.
I'm too tired to write it all. /lol/

Actually, I haven't finish decorating my blog.
But I have to ask my buddy for opinion.
I'm afraid that if I add more, it'll be very heavy.
But I think it's too plain.
I just don't know what to do more. /lol/

To Fazeera Ainna who is reading (practically stalking) my blog now.
Please give me your opinion soon. /lol/
Or I'll flip you into the sea along with your caps lock.
Muahahaha~ xD

Sleepless Night ♥

So, I had done few changes to my blog to make it more neat.
I'm not really satisfied for now but I really like my new playlist and template.
It's a very cute and lovely combination. ♥

Actually, I'm quite tired because I've been handling house chores yesterday.
Well, my mom is sick and I just want to be a good daughter. /slaps self/
And I went out with Lovee to Maybank then I treat her snacks since we're both kinda stress right now.
That's how i became so tired. Yeah yeah right.
I think I'm getting headache. /yawns/

Today I'm gonna reveal my imaginary boyfriend that I always talk about all these while.
His name is Lee Chanhee a.k.a Chunji. He's a member of a South Korea boy group named TEEN TOP.
I'm practically just a fan that he didn't know. That's not the most pathetic part yet. /lol/
I've been liking K-Pop for almost a decade. I changed bias quite often.
But it all changed in 2011. It's all because of Chunji.
I see him not as an idol or artist, but as a guy that I fall in love unknowingly.
I still remember some day in February 2011, I was crying so hard because of my stupid crush.
He chose his girlfriend who treated him like a slave or whatever and unofficially dumped me.
Well, it's okay. I don't give a damn anymore.
Back to the story, so yeah. I was crying so hard the whole day then suddenly I saw Supa Luv MV on TV.
This cute boy with a puffy cheeks and white + red hair color attracted me a lot.
I eventually stopped crying then focused on watching it.
After that, I google-ed a lot about him then start watching their videos.
They slowly brought back happiness in my life and that's how I moved on.
Since then, I keep them in my thoughts every day. They become as important as my family are to me.
I never thought that I could actually fall in love with an artist like this.
But it doesn't matter to me anymore. Like people said, love is blind. ♥

My love for Chunji didn't grow easily as that though.
It took time and surprisingly amazing.
Because of him, I believe in telepathy. I'm not joking.
I'm quite surprised how there are so many similarities and coincidence happened between us.
If I make a list of it, I would need more than a day I guess. /lol/
I'm not making up story okay? It's based on what I feel and what my friends saw.
At first, I thought it's just merely coincidences. But then someday my friends started to realize it.
They even said "your telepathy is no joke.", "are you secretly keep in touch with chunji?", "is he stalking you omg he did everything like you wanted", etc.
Their every words still fresh in my mind. /lol/
Apart of that, I fall for his charms. He never fail to amaze me.
He's kind, caring, lovable, naughty, surprisingly shy and less talkative, clumsy, cute but cool, and most importantly NATURALLY HANDSOME. /lol/
He may not be as famous as others but I prefer it that way. His humble self is just nice to see.
There is just something about him that I really want to know and listen to his thoughts.
I wish I could talk to him one day and get to know him better. ♥

♥ I love this guy unconditionally ♥

So, that's it for today.
Good night pals. Have a sweet dream. ♥