Feeling much better.

Hi there.
So, it's past 12AM and I'm still awake. /lol/

I was chatting with Pjot and Zai, my two beautiful and lovely lil sisters.
They listened to my problems even though Pjot is sick. Poor baby girl.
I cried while talking to them. It feels so much better after letting it all out.
It's usually hard to express my real feelings toward people.
And if I do, it means I'm comfortable with that person.
That's why I love these two. I'm gonna cherish them forever. :')

We were talking about family matters, peers, our feelings, etc.
As usual, family matters always stressing me out.
I don't know when it will end. /sighs/
Same goes with peers problem.
I just don't know how to ignore them so that I won't be effected this much.
I'm such a gullible and weak girl.
Be strong Shasha! >_<
About my feelings, I just hope that Chunji will find someone that he will love till the very end so that I can move on. It'll hurt more than I thought but I'll bare with it. :)
These are only like 5% of what we talked about.
I'm too tired to write it all. /lol/

Actually, I haven't finish decorating my blog.
But I have to ask my buddy for opinion.
I'm afraid that if I add more, it'll be very heavy.
But I think it's too plain.
I just don't know what to do more. /lol/

To Fazeera Ainna who is reading (practically stalking) my blog now.
Please give me your opinion soon. /lol/
Or I'll flip you into the sea along with your caps lock.
Muahahaha~ xD