Dreams

Hello again. It's been a long time since I updated this blog.
Well I've been quite busy with my tiring life. Glad that I have some time to write a post here.
You have no idea how much I missed you bloggie. >_<

So yeah. There's nothing interesting about my life recently.
Still the same old life. But a bit more productive than 2013.
I've been busy with my mom's business every weekdays.
I literally don't have much time to rest which is why I'm sick now.
But its okay. I can handle it. :)

By the way, last week I got a call from this college under MARA. I forgot the name.
They offered me to study in Bachelor of Business Administration for 3 years.
It also come up with a scholarship from MARA. Almost everything is free.
But sadly, I had to decline the offer due to some personal matters.
Chances like that rarely come in my life. It means a lot to me, especially in my situation.
I kind of regret it but yeah, its probably not my luck.
What goes around, comes around. Life goes on.

Oh yeah. Here I am in Semporna. I just got back here last month.
I seriously missed being here. KK was fine too but I didn't have the chance to enjoy it.
But there's this one odd thing about my house.
I'm always sick. Like seriously.
I don't even know why. Its probably because of the weather.
But yeah. I can't deny that I somehow feel odd.

Okay. Enough with the intro. Lets refer to the title.
I had a dream of this particular person who once means everything in my life.
Its kinda weird that he appeared in my dream all of a sudden. He never once crossed my mind since the last time we talked to each other. I can't recall when was it.
In that dream, we were still in a relationship just like years ago.
The difference is we were far more romantic and passionate towards each other. *LOL* awkward~
But yeah. Thanks to that dream. I'm having mood swings today. =__=
I hate that kind of dreams. It gives so much effect on me since I'm a loner now.
I don't know why. I just can't open up my heart to any guys for now.
But I can't deny the fact that I missed being loved and care by someone.
I'm just that complicated. *sighs*

So yeah. I missed him. He was the one who brought me into love life.
I appreciate it though the feelings are faded away.
I wonder where you are now. I hope we could at least talk again like before, just be friends.
But I know you don't want it. Its okay. I clearly understand.
To you, please be safe and I hope you'll be successful in life and meet someone far more better than the once that you loved before, including me.
Thats all I wanted to say. Good bye. :'(