its okay..

long time no update bloggie..

i dont want to explain why..

its been always the same reason.. *sigh*

today i skipped fast.. my head feels like about to blow..

plus gastric's attacking me..

aigooo~ so many health problem.. >.<

actually, i think its also bcoz of stress..

i admit it.. i am damn fu**ing stress these days.. -__-"

bcoz of school, friends, feelings and also family..

i am such a strong girl coz i still can smile and pretend like there's nothing happened! XD

i am proud of myself! haha!

but.. its hurting me..

i dont know who will be the most suitable person to share with..

my mouth wont say anything when it comes to my own problem..

i just dont know why..

i'm thinking on deactivating my FB and change this bloggie into a private diary..

its not confirm yet, just maybe..

that's all for today..

bbyong~

thanks a lot.. :)

heartbreaking..

do u even know what that means?

people these days is hard to understand..

hard to believe..

but..

i've found u..

u changed my whole world..

every time i'm down, u always be there for me..

give me support.. to get through this cruel world..

i never though that u would be so meaningful to me..

so wonderful.. until its hard for me to describe it by words..

u are someone that i can lean on..

someone who will protect me with ur whole life..

when i faced the hardest obstacles in life..

even though u are so far away from here,

i still can feel the feelings that we shared..

i'm sorry for everything..

for leaving u always..

from now on..

i'll always believe that..

u are the angel.. that was sent to me from heaven.. :')

funny moments! XD

yesterday and today was a good day for me..
i think so.. huhu
i've done many stupid things.. and also people around me..
i dont know why it would happened..
but its fun, okay?? XD
anyway, it helps me a lot to heal my heart..
while i'm in this situation..
thanks a lot to all of them..
especially my siztas, also iena & fazreen.. :)


since i'm bored now, nobody's around..
i'm going to introduce these 3 people.. huhu


1st, this lil kiddo here..
he's not a kid anyway, his way of thinking is MORE matured than me.. :P
his name is Fazreen.. new student at my school..
he came from SMK Tawau.. now at Science Stream..
a best friend of Hanani and Iena.. since me and him newly became close friends yesterday..
special introduction? many people admire him..
really.. too many..
i just dont know why.. seriously.. =.="


2nd, Iena Amier.. the crazy girl.. haha! XD
we known each other since form 4.. and became best friends since last year..
we shared, laughed, cried and argued a lot..
the last time we laughed hardly was yesterday at her house, Taman Muhibbah.. :P
special introduction? she's the cutie one! ^^


3rd, Hanani Lee.. the BIT** girl.. hahaha! jokes.. mianhae~ XD
me and her became best friends since form 2, when i transferred to her class, 2USM..
and our besties relationship lasted until now! we are 18th already.. ^^
special introduction? she's the most crazy, yet fun to be around.. ;)


since only them that i considered as my closest school friends, thats all laa..
there are many.. but i dont know how to explain it..
so, dont be sad guys.. next time will be ur turn.. huhu ^^
(i hope they wont read this post)


i'm really happy with these guys.. thanx a lot!
i hope we'll become more closer than we are now..
aminnnn~ ^^


thats all for today..
annyeong~ ^_^

cut it out!

*MANGLISH mode*


i am so SEDIH right now..
i feel like want to TANYA him..
what had JADI between us now?
i am so not FAHAM.. huuuu~
enough with the manglish mode..-.-


all i can say here is..
when she need u, u ALWAYS be there for her..
but when i need u, where the hell have u been??
seriously, i'm not jealous..
but in current unstable situation right now, i am really need u..
i always looked for u, but u're not around..
i understand that u're busy and have many other important things to do..
well, good luck.. *sigh*


thats all..
i wont be around anymore..
i know u dont need me either..
annyeong~

i will this time! with no hesitation!

greets people!
its been a long i didnt update this bloggie..
its just im a blury type..
so, its hard for me to update..
mianhae/sorry to beloved readers of my blog..


refer to the title..
i have this dream long time ago..
and i will make it now!
coz i already got PRECIOUS PERMISSION from LADY BOSS, my beloved mumy!
yeaahhh~ finally! i thought u wont accept it mum!
we used to argue bout this right? hehehe~ so sorry mumy~
so, now, i dont have any 'obstacle'..
it depends on me..
dreams, here i come! wait for me! ^^
omo~ i cant express how am i really feeling now..
to HIM.. wait for me.. finally, i've been waiting for this..
and its all because of you.. :')


actually, i am quite out of the blue now..
i just dont know why..
something disappointing me..
well, just forget bout it..


i'm off now..
need to do something to work this out!
omo~ i cant wait! >.<
really!
aigooo~ cut it out!
i'm out!


have a nice day readers!
peace~ ^^V

today and tommorow.. :)

annyeong readers!
its been a long time.. huhu
i am too lazy to update this blog and my tumblr..
also my facebook..
i fell in love with twitter now..
so, mianhae/sorry for MIA-ing always.. hihi! XP


refer to the title..
currently i'm waiting for something today and tommorow..
today for my bb@my love.. tommorow for POLITEKNIK's intake result..
even if i got it, i'm not sure if i'll go there, to Kota Kinabalu..
i know i'm waiting for sure.. but it was ages ago..
not now anymore.. *sigh*
whatever then.. LOL~ XD


thats all..
i need to do something for my bb..
have a nice day! bubye! ^^

locate me readers! ^^

since i'm not be able to update this blog everyday, u guys can locate me here!
come come! follow me bb! ^^


TWITTER = @LuvSha93 / @_ChunSha
FACEBOOK = Shasha Reiny
TUMBLR = ChanHee's Wifey! ^^


but, only kpop fangirls that allowed to follow me...
the rest, follow me at ur risk!
i spam a lot! XD


thats all!
ty! ^^

my baby love...

i fall in love with someone...

its been a long time i guess...

since my last time fall in love with my own friend...

i love that person...

i just dont know why would this kind of feelings exist in my heart...

looking at him makes me feel like want to be on his embrace all the time...

i love u...

i'll find a way to make my wishes come true...

thanks to u...

u really had changed me...

from what i used to be...

u make me realized that being miserable for someone that never know how to appreciate someone is useless...

thank u so much for everything...

from now on...

u are my only one...

i love you...

my baby love...

great day! ^^

annyeong readers! ^^

i am having a great day today!

but i skipped all my meal which makes me suffering of heavy gastrict... -_-

just now, i'm thinking for some updates...

but, the moment i open this blog... i'm blank...

aigooo~ what's wrong with me?? -_-

i guess thats all for now...

I AM DAMN BLURY...

sorry guys... *sigh*

i'm envy... T_T

i'm dying actually...
i'm going to cry now...
i hate him...
hate that i love him so much...
arghhhh~! i'm going crazy!
thats all!


*short and stupid update* 


-_-'

:)

twitter makes me feel dizzy...
hahaha! XD
i dont know which one should i reply first...
Andromedas, i love you all! u guys really made my day!
komawo! ^^,


last night, Teen Top make a fantalk on twitter...
but sucks! i missed it! *sigh*
its okay laa... its only CAP and L.Joe...
as long as it is not Chunji, i feel muchie better... hihi! :P


i want to go to Singapore this 15th July! >.<
but i know i just cant...
i'm starting my college life soon...
poor me...
its my opportunity to meet him, but i waste it...
i guess we're not meant to be together... :'(


love this pic of him...
starting from now, he is the reason for my heart keep beating...
no one else could...
i will always love u Chan Hee oppa... ^^,

I HEART HIM :)

ME + JEALOUSITY LEVEL = INFINITY!

dammit! no way! arghhhhh!
my jealousity level increases every second! >.<
why?? i cant make it there!
okay2... calm down shasha... huuu~
NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kyaaaaa~ WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I DO??!!
I REALLY WANT TO MEET YOU!!!!!
but...
i just cant... *sigh*
i dont know what to say...
jealousity is controlling me now...
no...
why?...
i'm dying inside... *tears falling*


*shitty update*

i dreamt of u...

i dreamt of u last night...
i thought i already make it, for forgetting u...
but my dream last night gives a big effect on me...
it seems its true... i can feel ur touch and ur love...
i hope i can be the one who can shed ur tears when u cry...
its just, i'm not turning back anymore...
i'm sorry for that... :')

thanx mumy! XD

yawww readers!
hahaha! XD
i feel sleepy right now... thats why i'm a bit crazy... heeeee~


today i went out with my mum, sis in law and also my beloved niece and nephew...
i am damn lazy actually but mumy ask me too...
we just bought some stuffs and foods...
thanx so muchie to mumy coz she bought me a new sweater! ngeee~
and its purple! Andromeda + Chunji + my color! *since when i'm damnly in love with purple anyway? -_-'*
what so ever la! hihi!
what i want to know now is which shirt should i pair with it?
i cant wear it just like that...
its damn sexy... -_-
haiyaaa~ just forget bout it then! >.<


btw, just now, i fell in love with someone who's name is Song Joong Ki!
actually not only me... also my sis, Lisa...
i fell in love with his pervert + cute looks and behaviour? i didnt know what word best describes it!
i only know i am so in love with him! i want a hubby like that!
he is not a real pervert... its just the way he tackling someone... >.<
aigooo~ oppa! u and chunji really making me crazy!


thats all for now...
want to watch Sungkyunkwan Scandal again... hihi!
night and sleep tight! ;)


and btw, thanx for visiting my blog!
love ya all guyz! ^^


lotsa love,
shasha

any comments? ;)

i am SPAM-ing @ SPAZZ-ing bout KPOP the most in this bloggie...
dont FOLLOW me if u didnt like it! XD
i love my BIASES damn muchie! >.<

i dont know what to say... heeeeee~

some people ask me to update my bloggie...

haiyooo~ the problem is i dont know what to say...

i'm always blury... hahaha! XD

then, i guess i just post some pics for andromedas...

for ya guyz! ;)

Teen Top Charisma Rapper @ Leader - C.A.P ( 4th November 1992 )

Teen Top Power Voice - Chunji ( 5th October 1993 )

Teen Top Mischievous Rapper - L.Joe ( 23rd November 1993 )

Teen Top Emotional Voice - Niel ( 16th August 1994 )

Teen Top Lovely - Ricky ( 27th February 1995 )

Teen Top Dancing Boy - Changjo ( 6th November 1995 )

Emotional Band Teen Top

just a little introduction bout them... heee~

btw, this is my biases... :)

Teen Top Chunji & L.Joe

L.Joe is just a spare part... hahaha!

i love Chunji the most! XD

thats all...

updating soon!

bubye n have a nice day! ;)

lotsa love,

shasha

today is wednesday :)

hyep readers...
since now most of the visitors of this blog is non-malaysian, i will be using english to make it easier for them to understand what i'm saying...
hope u guys dont mind my fella malaysian friends... :)


just now, i deleted my friendster account...
its been a long time i didnt open it... huhu
i hate friendster and all the memories i've made there...
sorry for that... *sigh*


i'm always blury... whats wrong with me??
i've become clumsy, blury n dumb sometimes... hahaha!
but some people think it looks cute... LOL! not me... XD


currently i'm addicted to U-Kiss - 0330 MV + MP3...
dont know why... haha! but i still LOVE my biases, TEEN TOP...
how i miss them... :(


hurrmmm... I'M DAMN BLURY!
dont know what to say...
gotta go... have a nice day guys! ;)


lotsa love,
shasha


assalamualaikum... :)

2.43am... :)

no update for few days...
i'm suffering... bcoz of toothache... *sigh*
just want to post something here...
this pic really made my day... love them all... haha! XD

L. Joe, Chunji, Niel & Ricky :)

can you hear me?...

in the end, we will eventually pass each other...
left behind the recollection to forget each other...
love the pain you left me...
how will i be able to endure my grief?
every day the bitter thoughts comes in...
falling in love with you was death and i did not regret the decision...

when thinking about it, makes me want to go crazy...
cry as if nobody is around...
please don’t forget... please don’t forget...
i am on your side...
i love you, can you hear it?
even though you can’t be by my side, this isn’t goodbye...
because the path you choose will make us meet again...

when thinking about it, makes me want to go crazy...
cry as if nobody is around...
please don’t forget... please don’t forget...
i am on your side...
i love you, can you hear it?

i will wait for you forever...
even if you have forgotten me...
because of love, i will love you...
your tears, your loneliness, i will take them with me...
please don’t cry anymore...
even if the world makes you grief...
i love you, can you hear it? 

hahahahahaha! XD

its monday... :)
bru blik dri hang out ma kwn...
at first, plan mo amik surat lpas... tp cg nda bnarkn...
cg ckp tggu la klua list form 6 bru kmi buat kptusn...
t'pksa jak la stju... jga ati sgla cg...
cian dorg... huhu


best laa hang out ma dorg td... IAMSOHAPPY!
wlupn hnya aku, may, love, piah, mina & arin...
lima pompuan, sorg laki... tp cam tda beza jua ba 2... huhu
pa2 pn, tq guyz... :)


refer to the title...
actualy, aku mo ktwa mo mati sdh nie...
ada ORANG nda pcya aku pnh tgk 'BENDA' gtu!
hahaha! i may look innocent la syg, but expose jua 2 ma gtu2... hahaha! XD
pa2 pn, i'm not that kinda girl jua baa! ok?? :)


td aku excited sgt mo update blog...
byk dh bnda mo ckp...
tp akhirnya, blur again...
sbbnya? aku sedih...
haish! budu la ko nie sha!
sdhhhhhh~ lpakn sume 2! huuuu~


thats all...
mo chat d fb, forum n twitter utk hlgkn skit jiwa... huhu
assalamualaikum! :)